In my existence in this
life alone is so hard, at first I may conclude that life is good, happy,
natural, calm and so sweet for me when I was young, lately when I discover that
life is crucial, difficult, and so hard to bear, not easy to journey, indifferent,
it changes from time to time and never been stable, so many things to
understand many people you meet along the road through journey some are good,
some are bad, some are using their façade face mask with insincerity and untrue
motives. Lack of love they call it when you want someone’s attention to love
you, wants your attention too and sometimes make love is the best answer, but I
know that’s the wrong answer for that worldly pleasure. Holy spirit moved me, I
feel it when he strike on my heart for
so many ways, many many sins I have committed but I’m thankful to God, the Holy
Spirit is within me, he gives me proper judgment and right attitude in so many
ways which human cannot fathom that understanding. I believe that God never
leave or forsake me in so many ways because he comforts me and still love me
though I commit many many scars in his heart, I bruised and even crush his
heart because of my stubbornness, unfaithful, unloyal, lustfulness, in
obedience to my family, disrespectful to the elders, give with condition and a
lot more. May our Lord Jesus Christ purify my heart and intentions in so many
ways, console and forgive me with my short comings and negligence. Maybe I can
say that I’m very unclean in the eyes of others because of my past, ruined and
dirty as they know me, but I believe that past cannot define my future and
that’s why God loves me because of that, it changed me into new persona clothed
with Good, compassion, gentleness and loving God Jesus Christ, I want to shout
for joy, for the wondrous deeds that God provides me, simple, healthy living,
loved by many…friends, family, My boss, my co-workers, community, and all those
who with me always and forever. As I hear this song: I’m coming back to the
Heart of worship is all about you Jesus. So touching and profound words, thanks
for the Holy Spirit who moved me wherever I go, whatever plans I have.
